everything was beautiful and nothing hurt

1.
the hardest part about the whole thing is realizing that this isn't going to be the hardest thing i'll ever deal with. people lose their dads every day. maybe that is why its so hard for others to understand...i've arguably been through worse. i can't imagine what the future holds.

2.
The baby is moving every day. I wonder if baby isn't thrilled about the antibiotics either.